Hi Mwah Kisses,
Welcome to healing well. I am sorry that we aren't equiped to help you with your problem, but know that we are here to support you still.
As Serafena said, please see a counselor and get some help for yourself. It would be a huge resource for you.
Best wishes, and I hope that things get better for you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies