I thought I should reply because I am one of the gay members on here. Although you are a male, I still understand what you are going through. And honestly, the beginning of my battle with depression began with months of not accepting myself. So, I know what this can do to you when you have become comfortable with yourself and then you find someone you really like! I had that problem once. I think most people have.
I cant tell you exactly what to do.. but does he know you are gay? He may feel uncomfortable talking to you if he knows you are. OR, he may be afraid to tell you how he feels. These situations are really hard because you either take what you can get(friendship, hanging out, etc)... or you ask the person. Some people dont mind being asked...and others get upset so it could go either way. You just have to figure out what is best for you.
I want to give you some resources more related to forums for GLBT people. However, if you are struggling with depression, you are welcome here. Just in case you would like a more specific site then I have a few I would recommend.
www.youthnoise.com -go to the tolerance channel.. I am personally the blogger in charge of the channel. There are many things regarding being gay, depression, relationships, etc
www.soulforce.com -I think its .com but Im not 100% sure. There are really good forums on there also!
www.trevorspace.com -This is like a myspace for GLBT people. only better. there are forums and you can ask questions and get feedback etc.
If you want to talk to someone about
it you can call 1-866-488-7386 this will connect you with someone from the Trevor Project. It is a crisis line, however, you can call it if you need to talk about
something. They are very good about
helping out in different situations!
If you need any other help, just click on my screen name and it will take you to my profile which has my email and AIM and such. You can contact me whenever if you need anything, to talk, or ask questions...just drop me a line, I dont mind at all. Im the VP of my college gay straight alliance chapter also, so that helps a lot! I dont mind listening or talking or whatever...
Take Care and let me know how you are!
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in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
"Sometimes it is best to
what you feel
what you deserve