Welcome to the forum. I think Arneeb is right, you need to find a forum that suits your needs, though I am sure you are depressed with this situation. There are other gay members on here, hopefullyn they will reply. But look for a forum that is more suited for you.
Either way you are welcome here. I hope that your situation turns around. Just don't get your hopes up with this guy. If he isn't gay, it could become quite awkward.
Best wishes to you.