hi better days, i am jamie and i suffer with petechea as well. mine comes about during massive amounts of stress, i had millions of them all of my body. my sweat was contributing to the reaction-thus making it worse. i am a poor healer being a type 1 diabetic. let me allay some fears with petechea. people with hiv/aids get a similiar rash, but what we have is moreso endocrine caused. i do not have any std's either, and because of the similarities i too was tested-my tests were for clamydia and gnorreah and herpes simplex. with the blood in the stools i would consult an oncologist, i get blood from time to time, me when stressed-at the moment i tend to get diarreah with stress and minor bleeding, this for me is stress induced, yours well i think you need some specialist help.
the sooner you can get some medical stuff happening the sooner you will feel better. hey you have a family that needs you. the head, most likely stress tension headache, and or migraine, both i know well. it may be time to look further into reducing some stress and worry regarding you and being well for your family. must be hard, but i feel the more attention you put into your physical and mental health the sooner you will be on track. need to de-stress as much as you can. be writing, be it air guitar with your faviourite music one-i love this, listening to judas preist tonight as i am de-stressing.
you have done well in posting and seeking support. continue being brave and get some stuff checked out bythe appropriate specialists. your breaking down at night is something very common to most people under pressure, over the years i have cried a river. in terms of your mental state be wary of not having this checked out. as alike me and you, both having complex stuff, it can simmer and boil quickly, moreover it can impede physical wellness and healing of medical problems.
look after you. i hope it all gets better real soon. am here for you. jamie, male, 37. with compassion my friend.
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