Hi ! Sorry I haven't responded to your other posts, I've been really zombified, just couldn't cope with all the things to do that were piling up. Glad to hear you are getting some medication - hope it is helping.
Anniversaries are always hard. It's like your body forces you to remember, even when your conscious mind doesn't want to; like some kind of yearly alarm clock goes off. I've seen it in bereaved friends, years on; they think they're "over it", busy with other things occupying their attention - often very pressing problems; then suddenly they start feeling down and can't understand why - until they look at the calendar.
And it sounds like you're much closer in time Toni, so I'm not too surprised you remember vividly. But if it was a traumatic experience for you, maybe these are actual flashbacks. Is there anything in particular sets off the memories ? How do you feel physically when you see the events ? (I hope I'm not asking you anything too hurtful here.)