hi all. jamie here.
first something funny that works. when you do a big load of washing, and it is ready to spin, grab the sides of your washer and put your front as close to the front and yeah get a good massage!! it's funny eh!! but it works. esp on the big spins!!
did 2 days of gardening, slahing, racking and mowing. my mate loaned his mower, sat at the porch and watched me, did not offer any help, thus when he got back from visiting my neighbour i packed his mower into his van and told him to bugger of. he and bob have been around all week long, thus i told them both to leave me alone for at 4 days. i haven't had time to scratch myself. i also put up 2 blinds, real hot today 37c next few days will be over forty. i need to finish 3 big assignments, the government has cut my study money and i am trying to get into the approved course to have it reinstated.
am sore and tired. felt good to do some hard yakka. more to do.will see the lady next fri, she has been on respite. okay, be good. a tad less withdrawn, still depressed but managing, a tad disassociative still, but less cranky as i have had no visitors today to bug me!!! much to do....so see you all in the soup and i will see ya later. jamie.
with healing compassion to you all.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.