Welcome to the depression forum. I am so sorry for what has happened to you. It is not your fault and you didn't deserve it. Did you press charges against this person??? I know that it is hard to do, but maybe you should think about it to get some closure on the matter.
I would go to your local mental health facility and explain what has happened. There are often programs for people with no insurance. You need some professional counseling to get through this.
I am glad that your boyfriend is supportive of you. I know that you don't want to talk about the incident, but you need to get it out. Reflect on it and realize that it was not your fault.
Keep posting. Take care of you right now. IF you don't feel like going out, allow yourself to relax and stay in. Don't feel guilty. You need to heal and grieve what has happened to you. Remember that you are a good person and didn't deserve what happened to you. This was a horrible thing and the person who did it should be behind bars.
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