I hope you are well today Try not to let what others may think get the better of you. You are who is important and if you are concerned about your health, definitely go see your doc. Hopefully he/she can figure out what's going on for sure and that way you can start to cope. It does sound like signs of depression, but you need to be diagnosed to know for sure.
Take care & welcome to HW!
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 8mg/day, Mirapex 1.5 mg/day & Lamictal 400 mg/day.