hi all, yep i am officially overwhelmed!!
went to melbourne sat morning with my mate bob, seen mum and my 2 bro's. it was nice, hot though. had some ales, and put a hand mower together. bob became giddy, he has been for awhile, last week he was in his toilet and smshed his head through the bathroom window, and when we got back from melb he was a tad distrought and confused, thus i said go home to bed.
last night stupid me blew some coin, yeah think i need to go back to GA. hoping my net and ph do not get cancelled, as i owe a bit. will seek some releif from an agency i know in the morning. will see if i can get a loan of bob. oh, mum is tight too, and i gave her some money, at least that was smart, i just aviodance coped last night.
tomorrow i see my gp, hoping the bloods and urine are ok, we think i have an itis, most likely cycitis. will be asking for an increase in the cymbalta also. tues, dentist, more extractions and fri i finally get my utheral stricture operated on!! day procedure. have not finished my assignments, health first.
i am angry with my so called mate steve. he was to lend me his van fri night to go to melb with. did not call or turn up, albeit he uses me as his pit stop!! last week he and his god son came around, by the time that he left he had 8 showers and asked as i was making tea for myself to make tea for his god son because he had not eaten all day, and he is steve's guest. furthermore he used my computer to check his face-book; thus steve is no longer welcome here, what has been happening is an abuse of friendship.
massive insomnia as well, will speak to doc. oh well. take care everyone. sorry for a bit of a vent. i have forgiven myself for my stuff up, and it will hurt this fortnight. live and learn!! be safe and well guys, with compassion,
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