I completely understand what you're going through. I worked for a hospital for 7 years and lost my job last April. Keep your head up and come post as much as you need. It can get really frustrating, but try to just take things as they come and things will turn around eventually.
Try to keep yourself busy, and make plans to do things so you don't just hole up in your house. It's easy to get into the habit of not doing things, and can add to the depression.
31 yr old female-dx with Crohn's in '97 after emergency resection and appendectomy, 2nd resection '05, Bilateral pulmonary emboli 10/09
Currently on Humira, Omeprazole, Effexor, Seroquel, Calcium, Vit D, sublingual B12, Coumadin