Doing ok, no better no worse. I havent made a doc appt for my health because of funds. Finances have been so tight that I have had to do without certain items to pay for house, etc. I cant imagine having enough money to at least go month to month.
I have gone through most of my sister's things and have them sitting in my room. I actually slept in my extra room because I couldnt bear to look at them laying in piles on the floor. I have since gotten them put into some order but I still need to sit and look. I know that there is no rush. There is just so many things I want to say because of how I feel but I although I smile knowing deep inside that my FAITH has never left.
I may spend Valentines Day in Florida with my best friend, Ethel. She moved there a couple weeks ago and I really miss her so much. I have not had a lot of friends (except you guys:)) but she has been a good friend for the last couple years and she lived only on the next street so I was used to seeing her every day. We would talk and laugh about everything including the topics I hold sacred and would never share with anyone else. I have trusted her and she has never let me down, I do love her and miss her. I am actually lost without Ethel and her family. She called me today crying and asked me if I could come down and be with her. She suffers from depression and moved to a state where she knows nobody. I told her that I would probably want to fly because of my narcolepsy, but I did promise her I would go as soon as I could. However, I would never tell her but I really cant afford to go at all,but I will find a wayto not let her down. She really is having a hard time because she has to look for a new job after all the years here at our college, Mount Union. She needs me and it is nice to feel someone really needs you.
Valentine's day has always held a significant meaning so I really need this.
" God not only sends special angels into our lives, but sometimes He even sends them back again if we forget to take notes the first time!"
Quoted in The Angels' Little Instruction Book by Eileen Elias Freeman, 1994
" We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo