Like I said, some parents have a real hard time expressing their love. I've told you about what happened with my brother. Now, I'm going to tell you about my parents. I'm a daddy's girl, its always father to the rescue. My mother? Where should I start? That she didnt even bother coming to my surgery which was because I have cancer? That she wasn't really there for me growing up? That she constantly put me down growing up saying things like that I am too stupid to graduate high school? How she very rarely took care of me when I was sick? Fact remains she is my mother. Fact remains that she loves me, she just can not express it well. The question is WHY can't the parent show the love. My mothers answer is, because my sister died from SIDS, I was the next born. She is afraid to show me love, because she is afraid I might be taken away from her. So lets take a guess at this with you and your father. He gives you money from time to time... he feels bad he didnt pay for your college, he loves you, but is afraid to be rejected. After all your mother got divorced. In many divorced families, the parent with kids turns the kids against the other parent. Your father loves you very much, just does not know how to show it. Why not ask him to go out for a drink (coffee, soda, etc) with you? Tell him you want to get to know him better because he is your dad and that you love him. Make the first step hon, find out why he is so distant.
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