Just did a pretty nice chat room that i tried to put together this afternoon and put on for 8pm eastern tonite and it went pretty well .I made some new friends although I'm not sure how they came to know there wasgoing to be a chat tonite unless they were just checking . Now afterward I feel lonely and alone .I don't have much family or many friends and now i'm immobile because of my hipso I cant go visit or just go the a movie or to a restaurant even by myself .most of the time I'm stuck at home alone , I'm not in a relationship , so I'm trapped here .Then of course it snows to compound it .I'm very lonely and depressed because I'm lonely and depressed .Because of the hip i can't exert too much thus I really don't get tired and can't fall aleep comfortably , its terribly .,I going to try and find a counselor/therapist to talk to.Allyou who have people are very lucky . I wish we had a video call capability , it'd be wonderful to see any of you , even for second. reaching out,, Mikel
HIV+ also Hep c , need hip replacement surgery on hold because of cellulitus .most pain from hip condition and cellulitus .hands numb may have carpal tunnel syndrome now . .Medecines - Oxycontin , percocet , Oxycondone , Celelbrex ,Avalox , lasix .