Welcome to the HealingWell depression forum. I am so glad that you have joined us.
It sounds a little like you might have a little anxiety issue going on. Along with the depression. If you get feeling different in social situations. Or anxiety about
The best thing to do is to
open up with a school counselor. You could use the extra support. And if you aren't comfortable with the school counselor, talk to your doctor about
it and maybe they will set you up with a therapist or something. You have to start somewhere to heal and get better. Obviously something is bothering you or you have some issues that need to be resolved.
Can you talk to your parents? Or a relative about
this? I don't completely understand your issues, except that you aren't happy when you think that you should be. If there is a problem, it isn't the problem but how you handle it. Life is full of bumps in the road. As you get older you will realize that. You need to face things head on and push your way through. Then it smooths out for a while and then you have bumps again. But the sooner you learn to deal with it, the easier it is. It is all in problem solving. It is all about
maintainance of life. It could be as simple in having to charge your phone battery to changing a flat tire. You never know when you are going to face obsticals along the way. You just have to work your way through it.
I hope that this helps a little. There will be other members to greet you and give their input. I hope that you can make it through school. An education is so important.
Take care, keep posting.
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies