It is only natural that we are going to recommend you to see a therapist. That is what you need. If you don't like the one that you got, get a different one. You just might not click with the one that you have now. Therapy is very important. And if you want to get better, that is what you are going to do.
Coming here is good too. You do find people that understand how you feel. We are here for support to you.
You need to work on your anxiety, to be able to make it to work. That is where therapy comes in handy. You can learn how to control your anxiety. In fact, we have a wonderful anxiety and panic forum, you should really check it out. If you haven't already. The members there are very understanding and would have some good tips for you as to controlling the anxiety that you are experiencing.
I hope that you feel better soon, and that you will be able to go to work.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies