Not feeling things isn't the way to go. We need to feel, be it bad or good. This builds our character.
I have been there, with fibromyalgia, I slept for two years. Listened to life go by through my bedroom window. Would do anything to get that time back, but I can't. You miss out on so much, be it good or bad as I said before. I hope that you can learn to feel. Life can be difficult, but that is what living is all about
, getting through the hard parts. And the experience is worth it.
Welcome to the HealingWell depression forum. You have come to a good place. Everybody here is so kind and compassionate. And we all understand what you are going through.
Have you thought anything about
counseling? That is a good route to go. Counselors can be so helpfull. You learn to access things and work them out. Problem solving in a sense. It is really worth it, you learn so much in the end. You learn about
you. Get to know yourself.
I am sorry for your relationship. Give him time, he will forgive you. If he doesn't, than that is his loss. But most people do, it just takes time.
Keep posting my friend. We are all here to support you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies