Welcome to the depression forum. Though you never really mentioned if you were depressed, though it sounds like you could be. But I think a lot of it is situational. Not being able to stay in a relationship and from the feelings of your parents.
There are many plans with mental health for people who can't afford it. Also human resources could help. If I were you I would check into that.
I am sorry that you are having trouble staying in relationships, but do you think that could be from the fact that you haven't found the right person yet. Maybe that is why you get bored with it. Though, I must say, a relationship is something that you have to work at. It isn't always exciting. As you mentioned yourself. The excitement is always in the beginning when you don't really know the other person that well. Then we drop our guard and become ourselves around eachother. Then the excitement wears off. But we are still human underneath and I hope that you didn't hurt the people that you became bored with. I hope that you could still be friends.
I don't know how much we can help you. But you will always have our support. You are experiencing life. Growing up I guess. It is interesting none the less. I hope that you can be happy.
I am glad that your parents do help you. I am sorry that they kicked you out of the house. I hope that you can continue to have a good relationship. Even though you don't talk about things, at least they are still there for you.
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