I am not too sure where to start without writing a novel...but I will try.
i'm already on anti-depressants for depression and anxiety. but i'm at the point where i feel like they arent working.
i'm second guessing a lot of stuff in my life. i feel like my parents like my older brother better because of all he's accomplished. i feel like my boyfriend (of 2+ years) and i are drifting...but we probably aren't. i hate my job, i hate my lack of money. i used to dance (i teach now) to help me get things out but i don't anymore. i feel weak about admitting that i'm depressed.
lately i've been extremely emotional and brought to tears over almost anything.
i hate how my body looks (i've suffered from eating disorders before and in the past 2 years i've gained approx. 30 lbs).
i feel like i lack self-confidence.
there's probably so much more that i'm forgetting...but regardless, i am not sure what to do. or where to start. i want to go ot therapy again but i can't afford it and i doubt my parents will pay (i'm 25 and off their insurance).
if anyone had any words of suggestion, things i can try to help...anything at this point, i would appreciate the help more than you could know.