i dont know if i'm putting this in the right section but i just need some help and advice.
so first of all i am 17 years old, and i am a girl,
i have heard voices and seen things since i was 12/13, mild at first gradually worse, tell me horrible awful things to do and such, but that isn't the problem right now today,
i can't do anything today nothing, not even things i want to do, today is a day (sunday) which is probally the best day for me when i have no college or anything just a day which i can do what i want i guess, but for five hours all i've been able to do now today is sit and stare and breathe and just sit don't even feel like i've barely been blinking just nothing, feel dead inside so empty, i have work to do for school tomorrow, i wanted to watch this film , i need to have a shower, but i'm just feel dead inside , i don't know what to do , i feel i have lost myself, i don't know quite what i'm asking you to tell me, i should have gone to the doctor i know, i've had serval appointments before , i've had to cancell them when the time nearlly comes to go i can't and hurts my insides with fear of it, its a long story but i will i go i will so please don't say i think you need to see a doctor i will but its just i need somebody to say something now something to help now i don't know who can do that now, today now, so please somebody i don't know what it is you can do you help exacally at all but i feel i'm loosing myself completally please help me somehow?
thankyou for your time, xxx
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