Don't feel childish. I just wanted you to look at things realistically. I am so sorry that your family makes you feel unwanted. That is so sad to me. But some parents are like that. I guess that they don't get that empty nest syndrome like a lot of them do.
Maybe you shoudl get your own place, especially if they will help you out with the deposit and first months rent. Do you have anybody like a girlfriend that would want to get a place with you? I lived with a girlfriend when I first moved out. I remember one parent was sad, but the other couldn't get me out fast enough. So don't feel alone, I know how you feel.
Take this one day at a time. You will get through it. Find another job, while you are still working. Look for one that you would like more, then switch. You can do this. It helps to be working when you are looking for a new job. Nothing wrong with improving employment places.
I hope that you have a good day today. Know that we are all thinking of you and wish you the best.
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