Kinda new to this whole thing so...

am i normal? - 100.0%
does anyone else feel like this? - 0.0%
please help. - 0.0%

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   Posted 3/1/2010 4:23 PM (GMT -6)   
well here goes...i'm only 15 years old and I have some days where i am really happy. i get on well with everyone but then there are the bad days. and these are getting more frequent. last year i went to a phycitrist and was diagnoseds with OCD. this hit my mum pretty hard.she constantly feels the need to baby me but it had the opposite affect in my dad. it was like i was a disease to him. i went to councilling but in the end they just put me on anti depressents which give me "blackouts" i told my best friend how i feel and turns out she feels the same but i still feel guilty like i dragged her down with me out of a selfish need to not be left alone. on the bad days i sit alone in my room staring. into nothing. hating my entire and the entire human existence. i depise us. i've and its getting pretty bad. i can't deal with it anymore. not alone again.
beth x
I am sorry Beth, but we are not allowe to discuss self harm on this forum. 

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/1/2010 3:26:37 PM (GMT-7)

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   Posted 3/1/2010 4:30 PM (GMT -6)   
I'm sorry that you are alone, and that you are feeling all this. Depression is such a serious thing and I can so relate because I'm there. I use to and use it as a release. Now I'm on anti-depressants and some other meds which seem to help. I am sorry that your dad doesn't understand you. Have you thought about continued therapy? talking to someone you trust and it would have to be someone you trust. I wish you all the best and that you can find a better way to deal than by. It's hard but it can be done....
I am sorry sweetie, but we aren't allowed to discuss self harm on the forum.  Perhaps you could email eachother and discuss it.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/1/2010 3:28:18 PM (GMT-7)

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   Posted 3/1/2010 4:35 PM (GMT -6)   
I have spoken to my favourite and most trusted teacher with along with my best friend who has been through it all with me. we are currently deciding on what to do next. for a while i never  but one day it all went bad again. i saw everything the way i used to see it, with the blackness and everything and its the one thing that i knew was me. thank you for your support it makes me feel less alone. we can get over this. i hope.
beth x
I am so sorry hun, but we aren't suppose to discuss self harm on this forum, but as I suggested above, maybe you two could email eachother and discuss this since you two seem to have the same things going on right now. 
Hugs, Karen
PS, for your own safety please be advised it is not safe to post your email address on the forum, but put it in your profile where only members can see it.  And you can get eachothers email addy there.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/1/2010 3:31:28 PM (GMT-7)

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   Posted 3/1/2010 5:35 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Beth,

As Lynx suggested, I think that you should get into counseling asap. You are dealing with a lot right now and I think you really need some support and direction. You are young, and have a lot of good days ahead of you. And right now, you should be happy and full of life. You deserve that. You are a good person and you should be good to you by seeing somebody professional for counseling.

I am so glad that you have joined us. You have come to a wonderful place. The members all care about eachother and we all support eachother. I will post some sites for you that are helpful.

I hope that some of these sites are helpful to you.  Don't feel alone, we all understand what you are going through.  Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.

Hugs, Karen

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   Posted 3/1/2010 5:59 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Beth...please also speak to your doctor who prescribed the meds and tell him/her what is going on for you...also at your age, s/he might want to test your thryroid and hormones...these can play real tricks with one's brave and resourceful to have discussed this with your teacher...I am very proud of you...please let us know what you decide and know you are not alone...we are here as a very supportive community...big hugs, J
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   Posted 3/2/2010 3:48 AM (GMT -6)   
hi beth, jamie here, male 37.
i was dx with depression at 15. it sucks at this age. do see your doc, there are many new treatments and effective medications out there. also i agree with whitestone on a general check-up. blacking out is very serious. pls know that we are here for you. sending healing compassion, jamie.
ps you have been brave in posting., keep being brave.

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