As Lynx suggested, I think that you should get into counseling asap. You are dealing with a lot right now and I think you really need some support and direction. You are young, and have a lot of good days ahead of you. And right now, you should be happy and full of life. You deserve that. You are a good person and you should be good to you by seeing somebody professional for counseling.
I am so glad that you have joined us. You have come to a wonderful place. The members all care about
eachother and we all support eachother. I will post some sites for you that are helpful.
I hope that some of these sites are helpful to you. Don't feel alone, we all understand what you are going through. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies