So, some days I feel like I'm great - I feel like I'm on top of the world and that I have no problems. But other days, my problems seem overwhelming and it feels like I can't sleep or think about
anything but the negative. It's just really overwhelming me lately - can't sleep.
Also, something I've noticed is I feel like I'm lacking confidence at times during social situations, which has never happened to me - I'm usually the loud jerk! I feel like I'm finding myself thinking about
other things even when I'm with other people. It really feels like life is just passing me by sometimes.
I just wish I could make it so that things didn't phase me - or maybe just be more sane? Am I crazy? Sometimes I think I am...what do you guys think? Sometimes I almost want to blame it on me being single too long and not having someone to share thoughts with - could this really be a factor?
A few things I think about
sometimes to chill out and not think about
-Everyone has problems
-The awesome things I've done and still do
-Female attraction to me (always feels good to be wanted for your looks)
What else should I be thinking about
- how can I just change my mindset overall? I feel like I think way too much in general...
On top of it all - I'm only 22 - what am I *****ing about
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/2/2010 8:35:08 AM (GMT-7)