hi and thankyou for your support. Well things are getting worse with me being to scared to leave the house. I havent been out since last Sunday and have to go to work tommorrow but am getting more fearful just nowing i have to go out and it constantly runs through my mind and just makes my anxiety so much worse. I still havent contacted my doctor because i dont want to go and sit in a room full of people and just the thought of it is very overwhelming. I hate this as i feel like a prisoner in my home. I dont know where to turn at the moment and as usual have nobody to talk to about it all and what i can do to stop this going on.
And Bar77 the answer to ur question about anything triggering all of this off, no nothing has triggered it off it has been gradually creeping up on me for the last couple of years when i look back at everything!!!!! I also havent told my family about any of this as im truly embarrassed and i know that they will all just give me a hard time and wont let me live it down,they will basically ridicule me over it. So as usual im on my own.
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Seroquel 200mgs,Asprin,Valium 5mgs & Sandrena HRT gel 1.0mgs
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