hi jordan, jamie here, male 37.
sorry about the accident with your ex. and it is sad that you found out that she is with another in this way. since a lot of time and love had been present in your former relationship i can understand that you are hurting. life is a journey, things happen, things change. some periods are great and fulfilling whilst there are times that suck, sadly this is life. i think it is pertinant that you discuss with your dr regarding your symptoms and anxiety. i am sure that with professional help you will get back on track soon. you have been brave in posting your situation, and i am sure that other members will post to offer you support soon. hang in there, i can tell that you are a nice person, and in time things will change (in the positive) for you. keep safe, and seek some assistance. with compassion,
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