I am feeling so down today. I feel like I do not have a right to take time for myself that life isn't all about
me. I have three kids, two who are foster kids. The oldest is 10 and the youngest is 4. The oldest is giving me such a difficult time. I feel that no one appreciates what I do. I also suffer from anxiety. Last night I lost it and left the house in tears. Then I felt numb and down when I got back. This morning I feel beaten down and teary. My mood is like "whatever". This is not like me. I have so much that I need to do but all I want is to crawl into bed and stay there.
I started Cymbalta a few weeks ago. Could this be because of the medication? I just feel listless and sad. Thank you for listening.