Hey everyone! Thanks for the advice. Out of my finals all except 2 went well. Out of the 10 classes I had this semester I passed 8. I am really sad because I just have had a week to prepare for the retake exams. One is on Wednesday and the other is on Friday. If I do not pass both I am out of optometry school and 220,000 dollars in debt. I am so stressed and scared. I am not the only one in this situation. There are a few other people in my class who have to take 2 or more retake exams. I am just sad because most of my class is partying this week and their facebook statuses say "50%" doctor. I am stuck along with about
ten others studying for retakes. I just feel stupid and worthless and not doctor material. I'm studying but as I study I think of the worst. My parents, friends and bf have been very supportive of me. If I do not pass then my parents said that I can do whatever I want. I could just switch to another grad school program at this school since I am comforable in Florida now. I am not obligated to move back to Ohio. I am just so sad. I spent all day at the library today. I asked my bf if I could come over tonight to just sleep next to him after I study. He said no because he's going to bed early and doesn't like being woken up. He also said he doesn't see a point in me coming because he will be sleeping. I told him that I just wanted to lay next to him but he just snapped and told me to do whatever I wanted. So I just stayed home. He said he did not want to talk about
it. I feel like he should have wanted me to come eventhough he doesn't like being woken up. But maybe I'm being too damding. I am just really depressed right now. I think to myself, why me? Why do I have to struggle in this program while most of the people in my class can pass everything?
Post Edited (confusedgirl22) : 5/2/2010 11:13:30 PM (GMT-6)