I am currently in 7th grade. There was a program in our school named PAL's, where we help children, peers, and special ed kids. Around 25 kids make it, and I made it to the interview. Yesterday I found out I did not make PAL's. I was devastated. I was balling when I called my mother. I wanted this more than anything, and I was so confident about making it. This ruined my year. I'm depressed and I don't know what to do. I'm never successful in life and this was truly something that I thought would be something I can accomplish. I feel like a failure; a nobody. If I made PAL's, everything would have been perfect. I don't know why this happened. It wasn't supposed to happen. Just please tell me any ways I can deal with this. I so REGRET thinking about this, but I wondered what would happen if I . Just please, what can I do to be happier in life. Nothing ever goes the way I want it to.
Please read forum rules. We are not to discuss suicide in any manor. Thank you. Karen
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