I have tried taking Zoloft, Prozac, and Wellbutrin in the past, but can't seem to shake these feelings I have. Has anyone else experienced this and found something that helps:
I have no energy and no desire to do anything. All I want to do is lie on the couch and do nothing and be left alone. It is far worse than it has ever been. It is so difficult and such a struggle to get off the couch and do anything. I have forced myself to rake the front yard, go for a bike ride, and clean house. But it has been unusually difficult and a struggle. I never used to be this lazy. Just 2 years ago I was dieting and exercising and playing sports.
Sometimes it seems like I have a fear of doing anything with anyone because I don't think I will be able to handle or tolerate it. The most routine examples of doing stuff with people, it seems to make me nervous and uneasy. Such as helping my Son with baseball practice, inviting a friend over to watch sports, or going to a church event with someone. It's unusual how much I feel uneasy doing things with people.
I feel like I am fooling everyone by pretending I'm OK and I don't know how long I can keep it up. I'm fooling my Employer, family, and friends and eventually they are going to figure me out and how inadequate and incapable I am of being a normal person and employee. I don't know what will happen when I can no longer continue fooling them. I'm not thinking of suicide, but I fear I may just shut myself in the house and never leave the couch.