i've been totally fine all day, no problems. then about
an hour ago came up to go to bed (am in UK) and as i lay in the dark everything just crashed down on top of me. Spent most of the last hour sobbing and thinking about
how much easier it would be to just take a facefull of pills. How stupid would that be? I'm in therapy but have only been going for a few weeks. I would talk about
everything that makes me feel this way but i'm trying not to admit them in the hopes that i will get through tonight without having stupid thoughts again. i'm going out with my best friend tomorrow so i will be ok so long as i get through tonight.
Dx - Crohn's - 2006, Depression = 2010
Currently - Humira fornightly, iron tablets, B12 3 monthly, prenatal vits+minerals
Tried - aza, pentasa, questran, infliximab
No crohns' surgeries to date, Episcleritis for 3 weeks,
Allergic to Infliximab
Doing BSc (Hons) degree Equine Science - some support from uni. This year has had to be split in to two.