Crushed Everyday

Hello Everyone ...I need help ...urgently...before this thing rotts my brains.

I am new here. I have never tried anything like this before ...But I didnt know where to get help.

I am a 21 year old young girl and I have suffered a terrible childhood. My mom passes away and my dad treated us like garbage. I have never had anyone to talk to at home and become very shy and an introvert.

I have a speech problem...I cant seem to form coherent sentences in a go ...or speak smoothly without saying something utterly stupid or irrelevant...to hide my speech disability...I try avoiding making conversations and even taking part in them....I sometimes feel I am too slow for everyone and other times feel I am just dumb.

I had an interview yesterday and I was grilled for an hour by two very clever gentlemen. I was so nervous ...I couldnt even answer simple questions like "what is your hobby?" or "Tell us something about yourself".

My self esteem/ self confidence is ZERO.

I have been feeling horrible since my interview as I just feel so embarrassed...I cant seem to concentrate on anything else...And I am a student ...so I cant get professional help since I dont earn anything as yet...and my dad wont give a darn....I need help. What can I do.

Hello Critique!!

I think since you have been a shy and reserved in nature, you find it hard to speak in front of more people or crowd..
Practice speaking in front of mirror.
Don't feel complex about yourself, no one is best and wonderful as yourself, have that kind of thought in your mind.. don't panic or feel shy, whatever you do, do it boldly.. whether it is right or wrong.
While you move with others feel that you are the queen.. always be the first to start the conversation with your friends or others. Don't wait for others to talk to you.
Follow these, you will surely see a difference in yourself.
Keep going..
All the best!!

Drug Rehab

Dear Critique , there is help available for you at no cost , firstly with a school counselor , and secondly with your local hospital or clinic . You can find help online as well , like you did coming here , good job by the way . You've nothing to be ashamed of , you've done nothing wrong , most speech impediments can be worked on and improved if not cured .Don't give up , use your computer search for , ''free counseling'' or free or low cost therapy , I'm sure you'll find something ,.You've shown great courage reaching out for help , thats wonderful ! So please don't stop , you are worth every effort you can make !!! Best Of Luck Mikel

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you can do it!!!!!!!!!! beleive in you!!!!!!!!!!! jamie.

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