Yes, Jealousy, the green eyed monster. It will drive you crazy. You need to get it out of your mind. It is your own insecurity that makes you that way. So work on your self esteem and see how that goes. There should be books out there to help you, or make an appointment to see a counselor. But I think something on self esteem should help you.
By the way, welcome to the forum. I hope that you continue to post. Know that we are all here for you.
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