First of all i had to edit your post as we are not to discuss suicide on the forum. Also what you said about
wanting your mom dead, this is not allowed. You have to get these thoughts out of your head.
Try not to let her words get to you. It sounds like she has some emotional issues. Know that when you are talking to your counselor, you are doing the right thing. Ignore your mother when she says otherwise.
I know that you take great stock in what your mother says, but it sounds like she is not well, so just try to ignore what she says to you. You are a smart and special person and you are loved here. Know that we all care about
Keep posting, talk to your counselor. She is truly trying to help you. I am sorry that your mother does not support you. Mine didn't support me. But I made it okay. It took me years to realize that she was wrong. But I finally did.
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