First of all, who is he coming home to? Who does he love? You know the answers to that. So, relax! Don't expect alot of either one of you, take things slow. You know I once heard that 99% of what we fear doesn't even happen. It sounds like your the same loving person and he probably is too. As far as your emotional concerns, due the best you can to get better and that will make you feel better as well.