so i have an amazing best friend, he has been a friend of mine for years and we have always been purely friends. he dated 2 of my good friends for about
a year or two each. and i have dated one of his close friends for about
4 years. we regurly talk and spend time the two of us.
its a great relationship because we both care alot for each other and both have an overwhelming amount of respect for each other.
we are able to sleep in the same bed together and have no contact with each other at all. he is 21, i am 20
but, the weekend just gone we went and stayed away for 2 nights with a group of friends, because of the accomodation, we shared a bed, which is normally not a problem. although this weekend we did share the bed both night but on both nights we found ourselves wanting to be very close and cuddly with each other, we did not have sex or even kiss but were extremely close. i think he enjoyed it alot and so did i. and i think he may of felt the same way, that if one of us had of made the first move we both would of been happy for it to go further. but neither of us did.
so im stuck in a situation where i just cant help but think what do i do now?
we both arrived home monday morning and both our parents have asked if we are seeing each other which they have never asked.
i really enjoyed his company and did not at all find it awkward to go from such a great friendship to something more..
but! i dont want to wreck the near perfect friendship we have but i am also finding it really hard to ignore my feelings.
im not really wanting to talk to him about this incase he is seeing it a totally different way then me..