HI HM. jamie here, male, 37.
sorry sweetie, as a compassionate man i could not nor would not do this to my loved other. he can NOT have his cake and eat it too!! he is very toxic for you at the moment. unless he is ready to put his hand up and actually do stuff, ie, counselling and assistance for his drinking then he is only going to bring you down even further. i am sorry for the situation, i too know of the pressures when i get down (medically) as a lot of us do. vomiting, blood, etc. you need some healing time. yes maybe you guys will get back? but unless he is committed then i see no other alternative at this point. sending healing prayers your way. jamie.
sorry for being a tad direct, i just real upset by situations alike this. hugs to you. be strong, be brave and beleive in you.
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