Welcome to the depression forum. There is an online depression site that I will post for you. It might help, since you can't make it to counseling.
I know that things are difficult for you right now, but we all understand what you are going through. Sleeping but not getting rest. Not wanting to socialize. This is all symptoms of depression. And we have all been through this. It does sound like you have some social anxiety too. But this can be over come.
Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
Try this site out and see if it helps you any. I hope that it does.
Take care my friend. Know that you are a part of our little family now. So you have support.
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