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No one is worthless. I learned from my own experience that craving attention for me meant I was not happy being with my own skin. I read a book that also helped me tremendously. "what to say when you talk to yourself" by Shad Helmstetter, ph.d. Basically it teaches that when you fill your mind with negative thoughts and images then that is what will be programed and it will happen. I tried constantly to fill my thoughts with positive images of myself and my life. Stopped watching negative tv and music. It is helping me alot. reprogram your mind by telling it all day long that life is good and I am happy. Only focus on your strengths and everyday make a list of only the good things that you did or that happened to you. Believe me it works.

Stay strong. things do change...