Don't worry I will have my tracks well covered.that part I am not new to..I had to do that with my ex husband about 20 years ago,he tried to kidnap my kids and we took off and I couldn't put anything in my name that could be traced back to me....and he looked but never found me not even to today.
No Aurora I am not able to work at all.I have multiple serious health problems,congestive heart failure,early stages of kidney failure,uncontrollable diabetes,Meniere's syndrome that is(a disease of unknown cause affecting the membranous labyrinth of the ear, causing progressive deafness and attacks of tinnitus and vertigo.)it's is like that severe dizziness you get when you have drank way too much,but in this case you haven't drank. I have Fibromyalgia,and I had broke my back in 1998 and I can barely walk have to go real slow and all bent forward.And to top it all off I am losing my eye sight,my glasses now are as thick as a glass coke bottle and I still have trouble seeing,I have to put my face almost on top of the computer keys to see them,my eye doctor said in about 2 years I will be legally blind if not sooner.So no I can not work at all.
The mpd I was talking about is multiple personality disorder,and yes ocd, she has told me that she can't control her quote unquote way of thinking and acting because the voices in her head egg her on until she snaps...she said her voices are 2 men and a woman. my kids are moving with me,she won't be able to bug them to try and find out where i am at,and the only friend I have left is my friend that is helping me,all my other friends faded away because of the problems with my girlfriend.as far as an intervention siobhan,I would be doing that alone,I have tried to talk to her Mom,and tell her but she just doesn't get it,she tells me to just ignore her,she knows she can be nasty with her mouth,and moody...so I would not get any help with an intervention,but yet her mom tells my girlfriend that she doesn't know how I put up with her.as far as my email address and me coming on hw,she has no clue of that,I am not allowed to be on the internet,or have a computer as a matter of fact,the only time I can go on the internet is if she is right there with me watching what I am doing and it is at her house,on her computer.and I can only download songs off of Itunes and transfer them to my Ipod,I wanted to join facebook because they have a lot of games to play but she would not let me,because she is afraid I will talk to someone,My friend that is helping me move got me a computer in April as a birthday gift,it's a macbook laptop,and when ever my girlfriend came over I would hide the laptop,so she has no idea I have an email address.and has no clue that I did join facebook and I play many games,but no I do not talk to people on there,I just want to go play games....The only thing that concerns me,is I am supposed to go with my friend to vegas the end of next month for a convention,and my girlfriend knows about the convention,of course she told me I could not go,but I was going anyway.I'm worried that she may go to vegas to find me,so as much as I hate to I may just have to skip this year.next year it will be someplace else.I will keep in touch and I will let you all know how the move and everything went,everything now is set the place was rented for me yesterday,the utilities will be turned on there on tuesday and the cable will be installed on the 13th of july,but already paid for..and yes Harrington49,I will always be there for my friend,I would walk through fire for her. I really want to thank each and every one of you,you guys are great, and have made me feel so much better,so much stronger,and so determined to run for the hills.....I really Thank all of you from my heart.