I have had "depression" for approx 7 years. Although I really dont know what I have. I feel I was originally mis-diagnosed when I was 24ish. I was in a relationship at the time of being diagnosed that I was extremelly insucure in. He wasnt the guy for me and it eventually ended.
I have stayed on the Anti-depressants from then on. I, like most people have had real bad times and good times. Ive had a few breakups where the "depression" has hit me extremely bad. so much so that Ive wanted to end it all. :( Where nothing at all make me feel anything other than extreem sadness. This extreme depression has only hit me twice. Very bad times. So painful emotionally that it hurt physically.
Anyway to my current situation. I met a guy and have been in a serious relationship with him for 6 months. He is great. Kind, got his head screwed on well. Hes "perfect" Everything ive ever wanted. about 6 weeks ago literally overnight I woke up and felt differently about him. Nothing had changed. He was just the same. But my stupid mind / feelings had changed. Im doing my head in as I dont know if thius is depression kicking in or if I just am not in love anymore. I really dont know what to do. I feel sad all the time and similarly nothing excites me. I just dont look forward to anything. Just down most of the time.
I really need some advise whether this will pass or weather my relationship just isnt working out.
This may seem real petty and unimportant to some. But its ALL i think about. I feel like Im crazy. :(
Please help if you can.