hello again :)
things have been a bit hectic at the moment so i havn't been able to get on here.
i just finished my exams and despite what my school councler and parents thought i was going to get after everything in the last month, i think i did well.
things still aren't going well. in fact. they are the same.
my friends have been around more since the incedent with the hospital, but the bullies have also been around more. I think they find it funny or something.
it's hell having to go to my school now, the bullies seem to be everywhere all the time and are always shouting stuff. people i don't even know hate me because of the girls. the friends i have are great, but the badness is covering up the goodness. it's hard to describe, it really phisically HURTS having to go to school everyday because of them. my mum doesn't understand and won't let me move schools.
the boy who i used to love and used to be my boyfriend is still joining in with them. he still hates me. and it hurts because of everything me and him had been through, and suddenly he tells me he wants me dead.
i'm still having trouble at home. well, trouble is an understatment. me and my mum are always arguing and fighting and it's hell.
and her boyfriend and me do not get on at all.
i want everything to be sorted.
my life is turning into a hell place.
i can't escape the bullies, because when i'm at home they are facebooking me, and when i'm at school they are up in my face.
i hate it.
i want everything to get better.