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   Posted 7/7/2010 10:57 AM (GMT -6)   
I am addicted to  at this point in my life and desperately want to stop. I have gotten the help of a doctor and I was put on medication to help me get clean. I completely screwed up and used a few days ago. I know I shouldn't have and I can't stop beating myself up about it. It's killing me. to make things worse, I get urine tested every time I go in and I know I will fail my test. Furthermore, Once I fail my test my doctor will kick me out of the program. I'm terrified to go there today and I don't know what to do. I feel like I would rather die than go there because I know I'm just going to fail my urinalysis and he's going to kick me out the door. I'm so scared right now because I have no idea what to do.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/7/2010 10:17:32 AM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 7/7/2010 11:16 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Letitrumble,

Welcome to the depression forum. We are not suppose to talk about illegal drugs on this forum, so be careful what you say.

I would like to address though and ask you if you have thought about drug rehab? It sounds like it would help you. Or how about some NA meetings?

I am sorry for your situation, but facing the consequences might be the way to go for you. You will be able to deal with your problems that way. And that is the best way. Face them, do not run. You need to deal with this if you want to get off of them.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 7/7/2010 12:30 PM (GMT -6)   
I agree with Karen. NA meetings are a great idea, and they are free. Yes, you probably will be kicked out of this program....but there are other programs out there. This is not the end of the road for you. Make it a new beginning. You can start over, as it is a new day. I'm proud of you for staying off the drugs the last couple of days. See, you've already started on a new path. :o)
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   Posted 7/8/2010 11:44 AM (GMT -6)   
im not sure which drug it is but i know when i get down and feel like doing some to ease it i think:

that the problem may be solved shortly but this hit could leave me addicted for much longer, is it worth it?
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