okay, i am back. hi all!!
yeah i have missed you all.
starting up soon as a diabetic peer leader, got approved today. will be running workshops for and with diabetes australia and monash uni. missed my doc yesterday, been getting massive anxiety. vomiting, diarroeah, pain and 1 nasty migraine. my very mentally unwell mate woke me up at 4am 5-6 days ago. have put him up. is better but he has been driving me nuts, owes me money, has had a million showers and does not pick up after himself well.
it is nearly 9pm, he has been gone since midday, he is getting me some rollies, if he does not turn up soon!!! well................he will no longer be staying, done my bit, plus some!!! mums new abode is very nice indeed, my bro is no longer psychotic, moreso very depressed with an affect that is poor. he will get there.
sorry my net was suspended, just got it back a few hrs ago. i am tired. oh, my pharmacist gave me the medical sheet on melatonin, will be seeking my doc to put me on this asap!! my pharmacist thinks 6mg is the go, and that i could halve my seroquel doing this. hey, would be wonderful 2 get of the blasted stuff. melatonin will be about 30 bucks a month, and is not covered. i am seeing him next week, have looked into a good therapist, will ask my doc about any possible government coverage. i have decided i need to go back into therapy. because i do.
missed you all,
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.