Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum. I am glad that you have joined us. Please know that you are not judged here and you will get support.
So you are 32. Well, the thirties were some of my best years. You seem to find yourself during this time. The fourties are suppose to be your healing years, though I am 51 and I feel like I am still healing. But enjoy your 30's. You only get to live them once.
Have you tried talking to somebody with human resources? They can provide you with the means to see a doctor or go to mental health. I suggest trying that or see if your local mental health department has a sliding scale. There is also a site that I am going to post for you that a lot of members use. It is:
Give this a try and see if it can help you. It is absolutely free. So check it out.
I hope that you continue to post and I hope that you feel better soon.
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies