thx 4 your honest sharing. my situation growing up is somewhat similar. you have been brave in posting this, it helps, i know, and i never hold back either. the compassion and understanding in this community is beautful and carthaartic. trust is hard 2 come back to, i went thru this as well. i think some conselling will help you greatly. hard i know, but to give trust, to the right people then you will receive it. helps build up a network of close and respected people you can call upon in a pinch. it is time 4 you. keep being brave and seek some assistance. keep posting my friend, we do care. with compassion, jamie.
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