some of this is life, some can be the choices we make or have made, some can be of negatives creeping up from the past, some can be unresolved issues and pain, some can be from others, some can be via family, from friends who have turned south, some can be from anxiety-and the fear of failure or stuffing something up, some can be from giving up and or giving in, some can be from loss and grief-something i know well!! some can be from finances, unemplyment and debts, but sadly we lose confidence in ourselves, thus we stop. i keep fightin' this battle everyone darn day!! i allow others to help me, i deny nothing, i hide nothing, i talk with my dr about
everything, moreso i awake knowing that i am lucky to be alive, have a roof over my head etc. furthermore i always note that someone is doing it harder than me, but i never give an inch, yeah i darn slide, i lose it from time to time, but i have been down that nasty road too many times and have @#$%@# myself up and others in the process.
hang in there, we care. keep reaching out. i send my compassionate healing prayers to you. join me in the fight to combat depression. this community is very amazingly understanding and compassionate. keep fightin"!!!
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.