Not in my right head today

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Date Joined Jul 2010
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   Posted 7/15/2010 12:45 PM (GMT -6)   
I woke up thinking it was Friday. Lately I haven't been able to keep track of the days. Everyday seems pretty much the same. I sleep in late unless one of the parentals wakes me. I get up, eat, sit on the couch until 8pm, eat one more time and then back to sleep. On an average day I'm only awake maybe eight hours. I thought I would be more excited about moving but all I am is agitated. I miss my husband so much. I haven't seen him sense May when we got married. Bad enough he will be gone for over six months come November.
I'm trying hard to get healthy or at least look healthy for when I finally get to see him. But most days all I have energy for is moving back and forth from the living room to my bedroom. If I try to do much else I get exhausted quickly. My family is convinced I'm just lazy which is why my mom is kicking me out so fast and hard.
I know I hadn't explained yet why I'm moving so far and I think I summed up most of it. My best friend is going to move with us. Shes going to stay with my husband and I until she has the means to live on her own. It also means I wont be alone when my husband is underway.
My head is hurting allot today and I keep getting confused about whats going on. I'd take another nap but my mom will be home soon. Which means I'll have to go outside and do whatever she wants us to do together.

Happy Thursday to you all and pleasant wakings.
Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.

Anton Chekhov

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   Posted 7/15/2010 1:26 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi mania_saae,
Have you ever thought that you might have chronic fatigue syndrome or even fibromyalgia?  I know that depression can make us feel fatigued, but you sound like me when I was really sick from the fibromyalgia.  All I did was sleep.  I was too tired to even sit up and watch tv.  I slept for about two years.  It really was the pits.  Finally I started seeing a psychiatrist who put me on adderall for the fatigue.  It really helps.  I can stay awake during the day now.  I don't have the energy to run a marathon or anything, but at least I am living. 
I hope that you feel better soon.  Try going for a short walk.  Even if it is only five or ten minutes.  It does help by getting the oxygen moving around in your body. 
Take care,
Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies

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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 7/17/2010 3:31 AM (GMT -6)   
just checking in mania-saae. hoping you are feeling better. take care. jamie.

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