I think you should focus on one thing and that is your career. What about talking to a counselor to help you get some direction in what you want to do with yourself. Maybe there is a path that you can follow that will open up for more than one oppertunity for you. You do have to think of yourself first in this matter and I think you should focus on school, then you, then your boyfriend.
If you can't trust him, then there is nothing there. But relationships can grow so see what happens. But remember school first, then you and then him. I think as long as you keep trying, things are going to work out. That has always worked for me. But I too ignore problems and hope that they go away. So I don't know what to say about that. I just don't deal with it. I know that sounds stupid, but it works out for me. Eventually the time will come when it is right in my face and then I deal with it. But as long as it is nothing too important, it can sit on the back burner. I found I use to take life way too seriously. So I am laid back now, for the most part.
I hope that things work out. Remember to talk to a school counselor and get that in order. You might as well get this over with and then it will stop bothering you. Just try to think of what you would enjoy doing with your life the most. And go from there.
Good luck, keep posting.
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