Thanks for re-posting the website, I will start signing up now, and try to talk to others on there in similar possitions as myself.
* I believe there is a GP surgery I could get to, but knowing which ones are GP surgerys, and which ones are just like free-lance doctors/clinics, will have to mean deeper 'research'. Is there any quick and easy way I would be able to find out where all the GP surgerys are in my local area?
* I personally (even though maybe I should) have no idea about
the current or previous Government; for I have no family or anything around me that really take much interest either.
* My creativity seems to be closing up, and for the past, maybe 5-7 days, I've written maybe, two verse; whereas normally I'd be writing that much everyday. I haven't been able to string any words or Chords together, and anything I play just sounds completely rubbish, so I scrap it, and start again.
I've also tried writing about
the future, for example; maybe my future family etc, but it always comes back to the present, and how things aren't gonna be as good as anyone says it will, no matter how hard I try. This instantly gets thrown away. I've got writers block a few times in the past, but maybe for hours, a day maximum. I don't know what's happening, but there's an overwhelming sence that all I'm doing by writing about
my feelings, are just making them more extreme, and sometimes it makes them harder to deal with, as appose to easier, like it used to doing.
P.S. 'J, x' is just an easier way of signing a post, I'm not trying to hide my identity or anything. My name's James, but my friends call me Jimmy / JimmyD (we have a few James' in the school I go to). Feel free to address me in any three ways, or something more creative if you fancy! (:
Post Edited (ctp-jimmyd) : 7/23/2010 2:01:55 AM (GMT-6)