Okay so i was just through a super hard breakup with my 1st love .we went out for 3 years and i loved him with my life. he broke up with me through a text message saying he didnt like me anymore and well i was devastated.. "/ Its been 2 months since the breakup and im trying super hard to go through this. ya know? ive gone out with my friends and wrote down my feelings, listened to songs that arent all about
mushy mushy love and ive cried as hard as ive ever cried in my life. Now im makin some progress (little but some) but my friends are afraid im falling into a depression. Sometimes i eat sometimes i can go days without eating. I barely sleep anymore and i get irritable super easily and then just burst into tears. Im pretty sure its about
the breakup since i keep dreaming about
him and when i see his pictures it hurts terribly. Now when i cry no tears come out i just feel this huge pain in my heart and like a knife is being stuck in my stomach and i cry with no tears, sometimes tears do come out though..I dont get it. Why is this happening..the crying like that i mean? and is there any way i can get rid of this pain of needing him? im running out of options.
If anyone has any ideas..
it would be super appreciated by me (: thanks so much for readin . please helpp!